Everyday we talk a bit more and more. And I've known her for only a short time and I already have two items of mine in her memory box. I think this entire situation is really cute. I like to separate myself from everything for a bit and look at it from a different persons perspective. I must say I find myself smiling every time I do.
With both of us crushing on eachother and everyone pushing us along trying to help us out, even though I think she and I are old enough to help ourselves in this matter, I have yet to kiss her. I have yet to want to kiss her too even though I know she'd let me. I'm not the type of guy that wants be in a thousand different relationships with a thousand different women, I'm not the player, or the heart breaker, or the pimp. I'm just the nice guy that wants to find the one girl for his entire life. I want real love. And i know that if you want real love you have to start things right. Love and life, right and wrong, it's not just emotion or your own perception of it. Love is something real, righteousness is something real, it's something that stays constant no matter what you may think 'right and wrong' is, or what you may think 'love' is. And I believe the bible preaches that truth very well. I believe love is what the bible says it is because in my short existence I've lived and learned...
But yea, excuse my little speech there. lol What I'm trying to say is that I just want to be her best friend for a bit. I want to chill with her and go out without the thought of being romantic, just the thought spending time with her. I've screwed up and made many mistakes and I don't want to be a fool and repeat them. I'm taking things slow and with one step at a time. If she's the one for me, she can be patient along with me. 'Love is patience' amongst many other things, so yea. lol I believe she is willing to wait though. She left another guy for me so I would imagine she is willing.
So yea, I can't think anymore. If i continue it's going to be like blah blah blah. lol
Goodnight peeps.
